Hateful

I’m a sick person

I know that just right

I do know why it’s hard to let go

I don’t want to lose a reason to hate

I like this “hate” feeling which become my “comfort” zone

I like this “anger” that i always kept quietly

If i ever have to let go, i have to forgive

And deep down i know that i’m not a very forgiving person

Anyhow, i am a hateful person

I think....

It will be a long way before i can be a forgiving person